*dreaming with a broken heart*
When you’re dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll out of bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breath
Wondering
Was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she’s not
‘Cause she’s gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
When you’re dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once, you have to say goodbye
Wondering
Could you stay, my love?
And will you wake up by my side?
No she can’t
‘Cause she’s gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my, roses in my hand?
And would you get them if I did?
No you won’t
‘Cause you’re gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
When you’re dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
that’s a song i stumbled upon james’ page. when i heard it my eyes got into tears. yeah when im dreaming with a broken heart waking up is the hardest part. the lyrics says it all. my heart was broken. and yeah the feeling is gone already. i admit that i miss you at times but i try to refrain you. what good would it bring to stay friends with you? im not bitter or anything. it’s funny that i rememberr 2 of my ex’s in this song. aji and dani. i can’t believe it. i realized that im still with dani.. i mean when i saw my multiply page that you viewed me my heart was pumping. im like "huh? what? why??" then i cried again.. well as always im a crybaby.. hehe. it’s funny that i stll get affected whenever i think about you. it’s been more than a year and sill i dream of you. my life is going so well right now. (i know its impossible that you get to read this. but i just wanna share.) im very dedicated with my block and orgs. i have trainings every 6am in the morning. swimming varsity baby. aww.. i know, we always swim together everyday. every damn day with you was just perfect. hay. my mind is so mixed up and idunno where to start. i just feel like making a blog. well, saw your pics with your present. idunno, since before i told you that i dont like him. he ruined us to the point that still now you’re mad at me. haay. my mind is really random right now.. im enjoying dating.. meeting new people. as in. my life is so busy that i cant even find a time to cut my nails. that hectic. i think your classes will resume tomorrow already.i wish im still there for you my baby.. it’s always been you. i feel weak whenever i think of you. especially when i saw your present pics. HOT babe. haha! that’s what i always tell you right? you’re hot. haha. labo.. =/ i feel exhausted and tired and i think im not making sense anymore. wherever you are i just wish you’re happy. hope we get back together soon. all this for you my baby.. i’ll come back when i’m better. do good in school awryt? miss you soo much. i just want to hug you right now..
